A small shadowy figure appeared against the wall of the hospital wall. She kept following it wondering where it would lead her. She heard soft giggling coming from somewhere.
"Hello?" she called out but was just left with silence.
'"This way." A a small voice said before she saw the figure disappear down the hallway. She quickly walked trying not to lose the figure. She walked up to the doors and read the word over them: MORGUE. She reluctantly pushed the doors open and walked in. There was a table with a white sheet over it.
"Mommy." she heard in the air. She turned her head to see where and who it came from but saw no one. "Mommy." a soft voice said again. This time it came from the direction of the table.
She walked up to the table and grabbed the edge of the sheet. Taking a deep breath she pulled the sheet back to reveal a boy about eleven years old laying motionless. She stared at the lifeless body wondering who he was. His eyes popped open showing eyes looking just like hers. Her hand flew over her mouth trying to keep the scream from coming out but she couldn't help the tears from falling.
"Mommy?" he said again. She realized it was the son she had given up eleven years ago, her tears began to flood her face.
"Yes." She answered to the best of her ability. She backed away slowly not out of fear but out of shame. She didn't think she deserved to be in his presence.
"Why did you give me up mommy?" he turned his head to look at her.
"I had to Aiden." she choked back tears.
"Why mommy? You didn't want me?"
"No I did want you Aiden."
"Did I do something wrong?" she shook her head no.
"No baby, you did nothing wrong?"
"Then why did you send me away?"
"I didn't know how to fight for you." She sunk to her knees. "They...They..." she couldn't control her sobs.
"Don't cry mommy."
"Aiden I'm so sorry...Mommy loved you....I loved you so much." Nicki said with tears on her cheeks. Safaree sat up in the bed.
"Nicki baby wake up." he shook her. She came out of her dream and just pressed herself into Safaree. "You had the dream again?" he pulled her close and ran his hand over his face. He noticed that she was having this dream more and more often. Every time she fell asleep now she would have the dream. It was to a point where she didn't want to sleep from the fear of the dream
"Yes."
"It's going to be okay. I'm here just try and go back to sleep."
"I don't want to sleep anymore."
"You have to you have radio promo today." Safaree rubbed her back in circles.
"I'll be fine." She yawned. He knew she would be back to sleep within minutes. He wished he could stop the dreams for her because she was miserable. He looked over at the clock and it read five twenty-seven. He looked down and seen that her eyes were now closed so he began drifting back to sleep.
"What the..." he jumped.
"I'm sorry, I din't mean to wake you." Nicki said looking up at him. She had been playing with his bellybutton. Safaree looked at the clock it was now six thirty. He let out a sigh and stretched.
"It's okay babe. Did you sleep well?"
"I never went back."
"But I seen your eyes closed."
"I just did that so you could get some sleep. I knew you wouldn't go back if you knew I was still awake."
"I would have stayed up with you Nic." He lifted her face by her chin to look at her. "You've been crying again."
"I'll be fine." He sighed and pulled her to him.
"Nicki listen I know you think you have it all together but I really think you should go talk to someone." She pushed away from him.
"Safaree I'm not some crazy person. I don't need to go to a therapist, I'm fine. It's just my hormones damn." She got off the bed and entered the bathroom. He followed behind her silently cursing himself out for even suggesting it now.
"I'm not saying you are crazy baby. Therapist are not just for crazy people it is someone you can go to and tell you're feeling without them judging you." Nicki looked up from her toothbrush at him through mirror.
"I thought that was why I was with you Safaree. What do I need you for if I can just go get a damn therapist." Nicki began brushing her teeth. "Hell maybe I should just get a therapist at least they would be less stressful than you're black ass. Why can't you just leave me alone?" he looked up nodding his head.
"I was just trying to help but you know what it's okay if you wanna cry yourself to sleep every night it's you're life, but don't expect me to be here to watch." He turned and left the bathroom.
"Don't leave Safaree." she was agitated.
Nicki spit and rinsed her mouth out. She went into the bed room but he wasn't there. She quickly walked passed the nursery and went to his room. She found him stuffing clothes in his Louis Vuitton duffle bag. "Safaree stop." she watched him move around the room at a rapid speed, Nicki realized he was serious. "Safaree stop." he was fuming mad at her. "SAFAREE...stop." She screamed his name but could barely get the 'stop' out because she was chocking back tears.
"WHY?" He turned to her. "I'M STRESSING YOU OUT. SO LET ME LEAVE ONIKA." she shook her head.
"I didn't mean it Safaree. Don't leave me, I'm sorry." she was now fully crying. "I'm always fucking up." she thought to herself.
"No you don't get to cry. You always say something fucked up to me, turn on the water works and I forgive you only for you to say something fucked up an hour or so later. Well not today." Slipping on his shoes he then zipped his bag and brushed passed her.
"I won't do it again." She walked to the top of the stairs and watched him grab his coat. "I thought you loved me?" he stopped and looked up the stairs.
"Are you seriously questioning my love for you right now?" She looked down at her feet. Nicki didn't understand why she kept snapping on him. "ANSWER ME!" she came out of her thoughts and jumped at the sound of his voice.
"No."
"I can not watch you like this Nicki. You are damn near depressed because of that dream and the fact that you have not came to terms with what you did."
"If you really wan to me to go I'll go."
"Don't do it for me. Go for you're health and our children's health." he paused. "Nicki I can't keep arguing with you. All it does is raise both are blood pressure for no reason."
"I know." she wiped her tears walking down the stairs. "You can't leave me, I need you Safaree." she stood in front of him.
"I need you too, that's why I need you healthy. Lately when we are together you're a miles away. You drift away during conversations and have no clue what was said. You haven't gotten any sleep these past couple of weeks. When something is taking over your mind like that you need to try and deal with it instead of leaving it pent up inside. That will continue to eat at you Nic." he dropped his bag in frustration.
"I didn't mean to come at you like that Safaree, It's just that you kept pressing the issue." Nicki sighed rubbing her tummy. "I hear you, but I really don't think I need counselling."
Safaree looked away from her getting angrier, he couldn't grasp why she was being so stubborn. He wanted to leave to show her that he wasn't bullshitting with her about Nicki disrespecting and talking down to him but he knew in his heart he would never just up and leave her. This pissed him off know she had this tight of as hold on his heart.
Nicki walked over to Safarees side and picked up his bag then grabbed his hand and led him back upstairs.
Six Hours Later
"We're glad to have you join us today on Kiss 45 this morning. How are you doing Nicki?"
"I'm doing fine thank you. How are you?"
"I'm fine. So you have been M.I.A. for months now. The twitter world wasn't the same." Nicki laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"You're Barbs were going banana's because you wouldn't tweet. You couldn't say you're name on twitter in any type of way without getting attacked." DJ Sanyo said.
"Well my Barbs are spoiled. They know they shouldn't have been acting like that but when Mama's gone the kids will act up. They have settled and back to normal, their normal that is." Nicki said. She really didn't want to be on the radio but she had too, luckily this was the last one of the day.
"Yes they are. Now down to the question everybody wants to know the answer too. Now I was told you saved this question for us. We have the exclusive, why is that?"
"I only wanted to talk about it once today. I knew that more people would be tuned in at this hour than in the wee hours of the morning. I want people to hear the story from me and not get any facts twisted."
"Alright well here it comes. So Nicki Minaj what happen with the kidnapping?"
---
"I don't ever want to explain that again."
Nicki hung up the phone and went to relieve herself in the bathroom. Meanwhile Safaree was in the nursery putting blue tape around the room, so when him and the boys started to paint they wouldn't mess up the ceiling or carpet. The designers had came in the week before to install the ABC blocks around the room Nicki wanted. The blocks around the window seat can open into storage places for the babies things. They open individually or as a group. Nicki made sure the letters were removable for when the babies become toddlers, they can be replaced with mirrors, colors, or other images.
The carpet Nicki thought of was being placed in a couple of days after the paint had dried. She had a beautifully upholstered floor to play on. The door to the room is what Nicki loved the most. It was a beautiful Dutch door with a mini-entrance just for the babies to enter once they were able to walk. The focal piece of the room would be a fantasy carriage crib placed under a large oak tree with woodland animals watching over the babies. Safaree was having the final touches put on the crib before letting Nicki see it, he had the makers make the crib bigger than it originally was because of their situation.
Nicki came into the nursery and sat in the glider that arrived yesterday, she was ready to rock her babies late at night in the chair. She watched Safaree work around the room in silence; not knowing if he was over what happened earlier. Like he was reading her mind he walked over and kissed her forehead, then kept working to get the room ready.
"Is you're sister still going to paint the tree and the animals?" Nicki asked adjusting in her seat.
"Yep, she will be here tomorrow afternoon. Which reminds me that I need to go pick up all the paint."
"You can't go get the paint until you pick which one of the colors of pink you like."
"Well show them to me so I can pick baby."
Nicki pushed herself out of the chair to go retrieve her baby planner from bedroom and returned to the glider. She went to the nursery section of the binder and pulled the paint swatches out and handed them to Safaree. He wiped the perspiration from his brow with the bottom of his shirt then looked at the samples.
"Nicki they look the same."
"They are not the same."
"Well this one then." Nicki looked at him like he was stupid.
"What the..." he jumped.
"I'm sorry, I din't mean to wake you." Nicki said looking up at him. She had been playing with his bellybutton. Safaree looked at the clock it was now six thirty. He let out a sigh and stretched.
"It's okay babe. Did you sleep well?"
"I never went back."
"But I seen your eyes closed."
"I just did that so you could get some sleep. I knew you wouldn't go back if you knew I was still awake."
"I would have stayed up with you Nic." He lifted her face by her chin to look at her. "You've been crying again."
"I'll be fine." He sighed and pulled her to him.
"Nicki listen I know you think you have it all together but I really think you should go talk to someone." She pushed away from him.
"Safaree I'm not some crazy person. I don't need to go to a therapist, I'm fine. It's just my hormones damn." She got off the bed and entered the bathroom. He followed behind her silently cursing himself out for even suggesting it now.
"I'm not saying you are crazy baby. Therapist are not just for crazy people it is someone you can go to and tell you're feeling without them judging you." Nicki looked up from her toothbrush at him through mirror.
"I thought that was why I was with you Safaree. What do I need you for if I can just go get a damn therapist." Nicki began brushing her teeth. "Hell maybe I should just get a therapist at least they would be less stressful than you're black ass. Why can't you just leave me alone?" he looked up nodding his head.
"I was just trying to help but you know what it's okay if you wanna cry yourself to sleep every night it's you're life, but don't expect me to be here to watch." He turned and left the bathroom.
"Don't leave Safaree." she was agitated.
Nicki spit and rinsed her mouth out. She went into the bed room but he wasn't there. She quickly walked passed the nursery and went to his room. She found him stuffing clothes in his Louis Vuitton duffle bag. "Safaree stop." she watched him move around the room at a rapid speed, Nicki realized he was serious. "Safaree stop." he was fuming mad at her. "SAFAREE...stop." She screamed his name but could barely get the 'stop' out because she was chocking back tears.
"WHY?" He turned to her. "I'M STRESSING YOU OUT. SO LET ME LEAVE ONIKA." she shook her head.
"I didn't mean it Safaree. Don't leave me, I'm sorry." she was now fully crying. "I'm always fucking up." she thought to herself.
"No you don't get to cry. You always say something fucked up to me, turn on the water works and I forgive you only for you to say something fucked up an hour or so later. Well not today." Slipping on his shoes he then zipped his bag and brushed passed her.
"I won't do it again." She walked to the top of the stairs and watched him grab his coat. "I thought you loved me?" he stopped and looked up the stairs.
"Are you seriously questioning my love for you right now?" She looked down at her feet. Nicki didn't understand why she kept snapping on him. "ANSWER ME!" she came out of her thoughts and jumped at the sound of his voice.
"No."
"I can not watch you like this Nicki. You are damn near depressed because of that dream and the fact that you have not came to terms with what you did."
"If you really wan to me to go I'll go."
"Don't do it for me. Go for you're health and our children's health." he paused. "Nicki I can't keep arguing with you. All it does is raise both are blood pressure for no reason."
"I know." she wiped her tears walking down the stairs. "You can't leave me, I need you Safaree." she stood in front of him.
"I need you too, that's why I need you healthy. Lately when we are together you're a miles away. You drift away during conversations and have no clue what was said. You haven't gotten any sleep these past couple of weeks. When something is taking over your mind like that you need to try and deal with it instead of leaving it pent up inside. That will continue to eat at you Nic." he dropped his bag in frustration.
"I didn't mean to come at you like that Safaree, It's just that you kept pressing the issue." Nicki sighed rubbing her tummy. "I hear you, but I really don't think I need counselling."
Safaree looked away from her getting angrier, he couldn't grasp why she was being so stubborn. He wanted to leave to show her that he wasn't bullshitting with her about Nicki disrespecting and talking down to him but he knew in his heart he would never just up and leave her. This pissed him off know she had this tight of as hold on his heart.
Nicki walked over to Safarees side and picked up his bag then grabbed his hand and led him back upstairs.
Six Hours Later
"We're glad to have you join us today on Kiss 45 this morning. How are you doing Nicki?"
"I'm doing fine thank you. How are you?"
"I'm fine. So you have been M.I.A. for months now. The twitter world wasn't the same." Nicki laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"You're Barbs were going banana's because you wouldn't tweet. You couldn't say you're name on twitter in any type of way without getting attacked." DJ Sanyo said.
"Well my Barbs are spoiled. They know they shouldn't have been acting like that but when Mama's gone the kids will act up. They have settled and back to normal, their normal that is." Nicki said. She really didn't want to be on the radio but she had too, luckily this was the last one of the day.
"Yes they are. Now down to the question everybody wants to know the answer too. Now I was told you saved this question for us. We have the exclusive, why is that?"
"I only wanted to talk about it once today. I knew that more people would be tuned in at this hour than in the wee hours of the morning. I want people to hear the story from me and not get any facts twisted."
"Alright well here it comes. So Nicki Minaj what happen with the kidnapping?"
---
"I don't ever want to explain that again."
Nicki hung up the phone and went to relieve herself in the bathroom. Meanwhile Safaree was in the nursery putting blue tape around the room, so when him and the boys started to paint they wouldn't mess up the ceiling or carpet. The designers had came in the week before to install the ABC blocks around the room Nicki wanted. The blocks around the window seat can open into storage places for the babies things. They open individually or as a group. Nicki made sure the letters were removable for when the babies become toddlers, they can be replaced with mirrors, colors, or other images.
The carpet Nicki thought of was being placed in a couple of days after the paint had dried. She had a beautifully upholstered floor to play on. The door to the room is what Nicki loved the most. It was a beautiful Dutch door with a mini-entrance just for the babies to enter once they were able to walk. The focal piece of the room would be a fantasy carriage crib placed under a large oak tree with woodland animals watching over the babies. Safaree was having the final touches put on the crib before letting Nicki see it, he had the makers make the crib bigger than it originally was because of their situation.
Nicki came into the nursery and sat in the glider that arrived yesterday, she was ready to rock her babies late at night in the chair. She watched Safaree work around the room in silence; not knowing if he was over what happened earlier. Like he was reading her mind he walked over and kissed her forehead, then kept working to get the room ready.
"Is you're sister still going to paint the tree and the animals?" Nicki asked adjusting in her seat.
"Yep, she will be here tomorrow afternoon. Which reminds me that I need to go pick up all the paint."
"You can't go get the paint until you pick which one of the colors of pink you like."
"Well show them to me so I can pick baby."
Nicki pushed herself out of the chair to go retrieve her baby planner from bedroom and returned to the glider. She went to the nursery section of the binder and pulled the paint swatches out and handed them to Safaree. He wiped the perspiration from his brow with the bottom of his shirt then looked at the samples.
"Nicki they look the same."
"They are not the same."
"Well this one then." Nicki looked at him like he was stupid.
"Safaree take this serious please, actually think about the color. Tell me later on I need to go call my mom." She left the room leaving Safaree standing there. He sat in the gliding chair staring at the two swatches trying to figure out the difference she saw in the two. Ten minutes Nicki walked by on the phone and glanced in the nursery to see him still sitting there staring at the swatches. She giggled and continued down the stairs to go check on her garden.
Later That Night
"Well Dr. Reynolds says I shouldn't be traveling, so she is coming out to checkup on me. I told her to leave the portable ultra sound machine because we have went this long without knowing, so what's another week. Is that alright with you I can call her back?"
Nicki was walking around the kitchen getting things ready for dinner. Safaree was still staring at the two swatches Nicki had given him earlier.
"Yeah that's fine. When is she getting here?" Safaree looked up rubbing his eyes.
"Taste this." he walked over to her and she put a spoon full of spaghetti in his mouth, then he licked his lips. She waited for his response.
"It's..." he looked like he was in really deep thought trying to search for his words. "It's...perfect." Safaree smiled before giving her a wet smooch.
"She will be here Thursday. Have you decided on which color you wanted for the nursery?" she looked at his back as he walked back to sit on the stool.
"Baby they look like the came color. I'm not good at this." Nicki walked over and stood in between his legs.
"Babe yes you can, look." She turned her back to him. Safaree rested his chin on her shoulder looking at the colors with her. "This one is Carnation pink it's a bit pinker than this one." She put the swatch for the color Pink Begonia one in front.
"Well when you put it that way." Safaree kissed her cheek. "They are both still pink." he smiled and she huffed walking away.
"Fine don't take this seriously." she checked on the last batch of Bosa she was frying.
"I am, Fine let me look at them again." Safaree scratched his face and felt the beard that was coming in. "Pink begonia is pretty."
"How does it make you feel?"
"Are you serious?"
"Very." he huffed.
"I feel that if I saw you in this color it would be a beautiful sight. It makes me feel calm." Safaree looked up at Nicki. "Is that a good explanation?"
"Perfect." Nicki hugged him and kissed his cheek.
"Can I go do something manly now?"
"No the food is almost done. So just stay here with me."
"Can I go to the bathroom?"
"Yeah, use the one down here."
"Yes'um Ms. Maraj. Thank ya fuh lettin me use the inside washroom." Safaree said in his slave voice and did a jig before exiting the kitchen.
"You're welcome." she smiled stirring the spaghetti.
---
"SAFAREE! SAFAREE! COME LOOK." Nicki yelled into the bedroom intercom. Safaree rushed in the room.
"What's the matter?" he was out of breath from running from the movie theater, setting up their movie night.
"Watch. Gimme foot babies." Both watched as three little feet appeared on the side of her tummy. She danced around the room with excitement. Safaree leaned against the door frame watching her in her natural state of being. No make up, a raggedy t-shirt that he wished she would throw away, and a pair of his basket ball shorts. "I have to tell the barbs." Nicki skipped to the side of the bed to retrieve her phone.
@NICKIMINAJ
OMG Barbs! The babies finally kicked for me. And unlike for papa coon ALL THREE showed me a foot! HA!
Nicki watched her mentions and TL go nuts. She seen some of her haters in her mentions saying hate full things so she tweeted "CMM". Then talked to her Barbs.
@NICKIMINAJ
I know right. *Side eyes him* RT @Monay_TM: lol All that bragin he was doing and they did the most for you. ^__^
Later That Night
"Well Dr. Reynolds says I shouldn't be traveling, so she is coming out to checkup on me. I told her to leave the portable ultra sound machine because we have went this long without knowing, so what's another week. Is that alright with you I can call her back?"
Nicki was walking around the kitchen getting things ready for dinner. Safaree was still staring at the two swatches Nicki had given him earlier.
"Yeah that's fine. When is she getting here?" Safaree looked up rubbing his eyes.
"Taste this." he walked over to her and she put a spoon full of spaghetti in his mouth, then he licked his lips. She waited for his response.
"It's..." he looked like he was in really deep thought trying to search for his words. "It's...perfect." Safaree smiled before giving her a wet smooch.
"She will be here Thursday. Have you decided on which color you wanted for the nursery?" she looked at his back as he walked back to sit on the stool.
"Baby they look like the came color. I'm not good at this." Nicki walked over and stood in between his legs.
"Babe yes you can, look." She turned her back to him. Safaree rested his chin on her shoulder looking at the colors with her. "This one is Carnation pink it's a bit pinker than this one." She put the swatch for the color Pink Begonia one in front.
"Well when you put it that way." Safaree kissed her cheek. "They are both still pink." he smiled and she huffed walking away.
"Fine don't take this seriously." she checked on the last batch of Bosa she was frying.
"I am, Fine let me look at them again." Safaree scratched his face and felt the beard that was coming in. "Pink begonia is pretty."
"How does it make you feel?"
"Are you serious?"
"Very." he huffed.
"I feel that if I saw you in this color it would be a beautiful sight. It makes me feel calm." Safaree looked up at Nicki. "Is that a good explanation?"
"Perfect." Nicki hugged him and kissed his cheek.
"Can I go do something manly now?"
"No the food is almost done. So just stay here with me."
"Can I go to the bathroom?"
"Yeah, use the one down here."
"Yes'um Ms. Maraj. Thank ya fuh lettin me use the inside washroom." Safaree said in his slave voice and did a jig before exiting the kitchen.
"You're welcome." she smiled stirring the spaghetti.
---
"SAFAREE! SAFAREE! COME LOOK." Nicki yelled into the bedroom intercom. Safaree rushed in the room.
"What's the matter?" he was out of breath from running from the movie theater, setting up their movie night.
"Watch. Gimme foot babies." Both watched as three little feet appeared on the side of her tummy. She danced around the room with excitement. Safaree leaned against the door frame watching her in her natural state of being. No make up, a raggedy t-shirt that he wished she would throw away, and a pair of his basket ball shorts. "I have to tell the barbs." Nicki skipped to the side of the bed to retrieve her phone.
@NICKIMINAJ
OMG Barbs! The babies finally kicked for me. And unlike for papa coon ALL THREE showed me a foot! HA!
Nicki watched her mentions and TL go nuts. She seen some of her haters in her mentions saying hate full things so she tweeted "CMM". Then talked to her Barbs.
@NICKIMINAJ
I know right. *Side eyes him* RT @Monay_TM: lol All that bragin he was doing and they did the most for you. ^__^
@NICKIMINAJ
You are such a GH! :P RT @ProudNika OOP...That means they are in the same room, which room I wonder? *Ponders*
@NICKIMINAJ
*Rolls Eyes* Yes I have been eating right! *Puts cheetos down* RT ShadeNika: @NICKIMINAJ Are you eating healthy?
Nicki checked her TL and began cracking up.
@NICKIMINAJ
Yall don't play with that CMM. HAHAHA Yall vicious!
@NICKIMINAJ
Well mama's Babies I have to go now. Muah!
She continued to read her mentions.
@NICKIMINAJ
But Papa has something special planned. Don't cry Barb. *wipes tear* RT @Jessie_Barbie No HB! You just got on, Don't leave! *Tears up*
@NICKIMINAJ
Shhh Barb! ;) RT Barb_theBad Yall should watch Set It Off again. * Reminisces*
@SCAFFBEEZY
Y'all are really making her feel bad. You know she is hormonal. Tell her it's okay!
Nicki started to see a bunch of "Enjoy you're night." "HB don't let us keep you." She felt better even though she knew that's not how they really felt.
@NICKIMINAJ
Okay but I won't be gone for long this time. Love you Barbs! * Blows virtual kisses to all of you*
"Come on sexy."
He offered her his hand and she gladly accepted. He pulled her off the bed and watched her waddle out of the room.
"Yo throw that shirt away."
"NO! I love it." she snapped back never turning around. "DEAL!"
"Sorry guy."
"So what's our movie for tonight sir?"
"Dream girls or Home Alone 1 & 2?"
"Hmmmmmm. I know you don't like Dream Girls so Home Alone it is babe." They passed Nickis segway in the hall. She thought back to when the Barbs were there and remembered April falling off of it backwards. "Did you get my flavor shaker thingies?"
"Yes, they are next to the popcorn machine as usual."
"Well the barbs used them all last time, hungry heffas. I miss them."
"I restocked them and got you some new flavors."
Nicki picked up her popcorn and looked over the seasonings trying to see which one appeased her the most.
"Barbecue it is." she picked it up and headed to her seat.
Safaree grabbed her Snapple and his Pepsi and settled in for the movie. Neither of them knew what they were in for the next afternoon.
*DOOM DOOM DOOM! OH MY GAWD GWORL, WHAT IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN? OH SNAPPPPPPPP! RatchNIKA has influenced me!! lmao If you haven;t noticed the title had nothing to do with the chapter, just needed a title! lol Welp You know what to do NO LESS THEN 30 COMMENTS! Cuss me out for taking so long, tell me what you think is about to happen, tell me what you think should happen, ya NEVA know what I have up my sleeve. *Crip walks out this bitch in my red hoodie* Till next time,
-ITSMARTHABITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
VISUALS
The Nursery
Storage Units
The Dutch door. Isn't It cute you guys? I love it!
CAHYUTE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [jigs around) And you had a lot of you're's for yours -_- Making my brain hurt!
ReplyDeletemarthaaaaa 30 r u freaking nuts man! y'all betta have 30 comments on here or I swear imma kill y'all! SMH ppl get a block of power and take a whole mile. lol j/k you know I luv u marthaaaaa but anyways I love the chapter! Man, it betta not be anything crazy because I will kill you take you to the hospital and kill you again. Awe, they kicked for her I would never want to see that by the way it would scare me! Oh and movie night poppington I think I'm gonna go watch a movie! Until Next Time......
ReplyDeleteLoveeeeeeeeee thIs!! You had me emotional in the beginning when she was dreaming bout Aiden. Lawdd. Really liked when Nicki said about the pink swatches and Safaree like they about the same. Lmaooo. Great chapter can't wait for the next ;)
ReplyDeleteAyeeeeeeeeeeeee i tweeted! hahahaha i loved the dream, but i hated the dream...if that makes sense! ha ass need to talk to somebody!
ReplyDeleteLMFAOOOOOOO @ ha && that raggedy t-shirt. im ready for her to have the babies!!!!!!!! one of them will be mineeeeeeeee hahaha (in my head)
hurry up and post Martha, i cant wait!!
I hope nicki stop having those dreams about Aiden so she gets some sleep. Can't wait to find out the last baby's gender. I hope Nic and SB don't fight anymore. I don't want my little Nic blood pressure too high. Great chapter can't wait for the next chapter.
ReplyDeleteEveryone comment comment comment...we need this next post!!!!
ReplyDeleteI got all emotional at the beginning w/ Nicki's dream...:'(
When they were "arguing" and Safaree was about to leave<<<<<<<<<-___-
Howwwwwliiiing @--->"Yes'um Ms. Maraj. Thank ya fuh lettin me use the inside washroom." Safaree said in his slave voice and did a jig before exiting the kitchen. Safaree is crazy yo!!!
I predict babies but then again..idk!!!!!!! Were always in for twists and turns. *goes into deep thought of what they may be in for* ugh..headache..anyway I wanna KNOW!!!!!
The babies' room is everything!!!!!!
Loved loved loved the chapter..POST SOON Liiiike..REAL SOON!!! :)
OMG! Post soon! I think Nicki is about to have the babies -@NickisBoyBoy
ReplyDeleteI love this chapter thanks for the visuals as well. They are too cute. However, she needs to talk to someone besides SB cause these dreams are affecting her and I'm pretty sure the babies too. She needs to quit being stubborn at times. Can't wait for the next post though.
ReplyDeleteI DON'T LIKE YOU FOR THIS ENDING... CAN I SLAP U
ReplyDeleteNicki dream to SB packing his clothes and the triplets revealing the shape of their feet. Great great post!!!
ReplyDeleteWhy do u do this to us?
ReplyDeleteAwwwwww! The door and the storage letters are adorable!!! I don't appreciate the wait but since you were sick, I'll have to deal! Post soon!
ReplyDeleteIm lovin this chapter. I really had visual of the baby's room. I dont like that she is having those dreams. I think she needs to talk to somebody,she needs too stop begin so stubborn. Post Soon!!!!!! @FuckYeaItsMinaj
ReplyDeleteOMG the dream made me freaking boohoo...like that was so sad.. She really needs to open up about it and talk to someone because she obviously isn't trying to talk to Safaree about it. :( Then she told what happened with the kidnapping! Wow..I thought she wasn't even gonna try and speak on that anytime soon. Dead at SB being stuck with the two paint swatches! lmaoooooo I loved that part too! He was hella confused! The babies finally kicked for her!!!! Awwwww so cute! And I can only imagine what Nic looks like in that raggedy shirt. Still gorgeous of course!!! I loved this chapter! I don't know what's gonna happen next, but I'm ready for the babies!!!!!!!! I hope the other is a girl!!! :)
ReplyDeleteI don't like the dreams but I loved the chapter it was cute but imma need them babies to pop out now baby girl *claps hands like bride of Frankenstein*
ReplyDelete>________> THE END.... scared the entire fuck outta me. & Why the hell did it take you so damn lawng to post ?!
ReplyDeleteThis Was Like.. The bomb.com !! Shoutout To Mee &' My MommieBugg Being In The Story !! Lmaoo ! @ What i Said To Nicki !! She Told Me CH !! :) Awww :'( That Dream About Aiden WASS SSAADD !!! Awww !! Poor Nic, Aww Then SB Was On His Way Out The Door ! But I LOVED THIS CHAPTER !! It Was SOO Cutee ! :) - @PROUDnika
ReplyDeleteOMFG why did the beginning feel like some type of horror movie shit Martha? That was so sad about the dream and what it symbolized. That was sweet of her to pretend she was sleeping so he could get some rest even though she was crying and hurting. I'm glad she finally spoke up about the kidnapping. I'm pretty sure that's a big weight lifted off of her shoulders. OMG that nursery was freaking fetch. No lie, I would sleep in that room and and my ass is grown. The part about the two pinks that were identical was LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, so fucking funny. He was really concentrating on distinguishing the two. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA his ass was in deep thought too. YaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaY the babies kicked for her. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW at their movie night. Hell I would have given up on trying to find out the third sex too shit, getting all excited for nothing when its legs won't open. HDSJ:DHK:HFILUHFIGFILUFIFMHBGJFJHFJKFBHCFNKFJKFF OMG Martha whats gonna happen? IDK whats gonna happen next, but whatever it is it better not be anything bad. I personally think they may have to take the babies earlier than next week, but that is just speculation. Great Chapter. Post sooner than later =) Love ya Martha. I really need to give you a nickname :P
ReplyDeletelol I was lowkey scared af at the beginning ( i dont like scary shit)
ReplyDelete...idk why i pictured aiden as a zombie monster (x_x) lol but it wasnt the biz
Yo he was like REALLY bout to leave? but nic be talkin crazy lol
and she DOES need therapy, crazy dreams can make you loose it...
aww they fixin up the room all nice and cute! dam she had my nigga starin at them swatches all day lol...poor beezy
lol i was dead at "Yes'um Ms. Maraj. Thank ya fuh lettin me use the inside washroom"
GREAT chapter tho! ima read that interlude one tomorrow lol im posed to be doin homework
Omg that dream is scary & ima really need Nicki to go talk to somebody for real, we dont need anything happening to her or the babies. Real talk Nic need to try to stop being so rude to SB i kno its her hormones but still. Im so glad SB didnt leave that wouldve been a mess!
ReplyDeleteThe nursery is goin to be so beautiful! Every detail u gave us was gorgeous frm the blocks to the crib & the door. I hope the last baby is a boy for SB can have a baby coon lol.. DEAD @ SB lookin @ the colors forever hahaha but wen he did pick he gave a good reason *pats him on the back*.
Awe Nic got all three of the babies to listen "gimme foot babies" :') to freakin cute!! Ima need them haterz to stay out HB mentions makin her sad Nshit SMDH always a hater somewhere.
Lmao @ April fallin off the segway =D & they ate all the seasons lol they really r greedy lol
Great chapter i hope u post soon! PEACE
That beginning was sad & creepy AF liiiiiiiiike :'(
ReplyDeleteI'ma need Nicki to go to therapy cuz these reoccurring dreams is no good for her or the babies.
=O my heart almost stopped when I thought SB was gonna leave I was like awwww hell nah negro you not bouta leave my Nika all pregnant and distraught! ch.
*weeps* HB and her raggedy ass t-shirt lol. The nursery is gonna be fetch.com OMFG!!! like which babies you know wit a room that poppington?!
ZEAAAAAAAD zamn SB really focusing on dem swatches huh? lmaooooooooo.
YAY!!! they finally kicked for her! HA take that Safaree :P
TM attacking the haters in the queen's mentions >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> as always hehe.
Their movie nite so adorable. I cannot wait until the next chapter. I need it by tomorrow so comment bitches!!!
This ending tho <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Martha don't play with me I read the Interlude... DON'T PLAY WITH ME *side eye* lmaoooooooo
I think it could be the babies but based off the interlude I'm thinking different and you never know wit ya crazy ass having us on a roller coaster.
COMMENT HOES!! WE NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER CUZ THE THIRST IS REAL!! LMAO
LOVED IT BABE CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART!
Those dreams.....:/
ReplyDeletemakes me think of Autobiography [sighs]
But when are the beauties due ? I need them to be born already :D
Mines the dreams this chapter was cute
How she be flipping on Safaree reminds me of Right Thru Me
Back.. All I Have To Say Is.... I'm READY 4 The Babies !! ^__^ *Jumps Up &' Down* Postt SOOONNN !!! - @PROUDnika
ReplyDeleteawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i absolutely love it!! like real talk!!<3 <3 and im soo happy you posted i was really missing the story. they r too cute with her waddling self and whats next 0.0 :)))))) #addicted&inlove and i cant wait!!
ReplyDeleteThat was very... intense! I was scared! lol.
ReplyDeleteAwww my baby Neeki! My baby! *kisses her cheek.*
And my babies kicking! lol
That room is so cute!!! mwuahhhh! ❤.
Toni and Meijah's tweet :D.
I think I just seen another post from you? *heads over to read.* Ditto :P.
Oop! 30 comments though? Ch. My over achiever don got 55+ followers and think she bawsed up now. Talkin bout we be playin with peoples emotions. lol. Great post though. That dream was.. you made it very real. I'on know if we even gone attempt to tackle that subject. And I'm with Butta, it did feel like some horror type shit, but so did the babies tryna kick they way out. -Purp
ReplyDeleteThe dream was so sad :(( Im not here for Nicki those dreams about Aiden..I liked the dream tho :P
ReplyDeleteAww all three of the babies kicked for her..that must have been weird o_O
I need those babies to be born so I can find out da last baby's gender /:
The nursery >>>>>>>>>
Loved the chapter
Gezz! What's next *bites nails*
whats goin to happen next??
ReplyDeleteI hope nothing crazy happens!!!!!!! I''m scared for Nicki
ReplyDeleteTHIS WAS A GREAT CHAPTER BARB!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 PLEASE POST SOON I REALLY NEED A FOLLOW UP CHAPTER REAL REAL SOOOOOOOON
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