INTER fuckin LUDE 2

*Here and when I say interlude I MEAN interlude*

Safaree was sitting in the Nursery with the babies. He was paying close attention to Daria, they had gotten her temperature down a bit but she was still warmer than she should be. He was super nervous about Nicki, they had been in the O.R. for over an hour and no one had come to tell him anything. He had been talking to God since they rushed her in the room. He didn't know what else he could say to the man upstairs, Safaree had spilled his guts to him. He just decided to leave it in his hands and tried to stop worrying about it, but he knew he was going to keep thinking about her until he seen her. That was the love of his life in there on the operating table. He was really kicking himself because he kept replaying over what the last thing he said to her. "NICKI JUST GO!" Now she might be gone forever and that's the last thing she heard come from him, not I love you Nicki. He held his head in his hands, he couldn't sit here and do nothing.

"Mama." he nudged her a little. She had fallen asleep in the chair next to him.

"Hmm?"


"I'm going to go see if I can gets some answers about Nicki. Will you watch Daria and make sure she's okay?"

"Sure baby, go." She sat up and stretched.

"Alright." he got up and went to the desk out front.

When Safaree walked up to the front desk there was no one there. He looked around and saw no one in sight. He was getting pissed off, the one time he did need the nurse she was nowhere around. He walked toward the way they took Nicki. Safaree walked up to the door and seen Nickis face through the small window. He seen the tube down her mouth and panicked. He went through the first set of heavy metal double doors. He was about to enter the second set then realized it was a sterile room. Safaree had seen enough episodes of Grey's Anatomy, thanks to Nicki, so he retrieved the soap they used to sterilize their hands. He washed up to his elbow. He then put on the robe then the gloves. Safaree smiled at him getting ready all by himself. He pushed the doors with his back and entered the room.

Safaree seen Dr. Reynolds taking off her gloves and surgical mask. The nurses were getting all the instruments together. He looked at Nicki and saw April covering up her body.

"April what are you doing?" she looked up at him with a tear rolling down her face.

"Safaree you're not supposed to be in here."

"FUCK were I'm supposed to be April, what's wrong with Nicki?" he already knew the answer but didn't want to accept the reality. "She's just under heavy anesthesia right?" he had tears on his cheeks. "She'll wake up in a couple of hours, right?" he looked at her. "Dr. Reynolds? You fixed the bleeding right?" he looked to her in the corner.

"I'm sorry Safaree. I stopped the bleeding but something else went wrong and we couldn't figure it out. She's gone."

"No. She can't be. Come on Nicki baby get up." he pulled her limp body from the table and into his arms. "NICKI WAKE UP. YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME." he was bawling his eyes out.

"Safaree she's gone."

"No you shut up. Get out. GET OUT NOW." he clutched her body against his.

"Come on everyone, out." Dr. Reynolds instructed. "I tried everything I could Safaree." she walked out after everyone.

Safaree ran his hand over her cheek, it was becoming cold to the touch. He pushed her hair off her face and buried his face in her neck crying.

"Baby please come back to me. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I need you Onika, please." he leaned her back staring at the face he loved do much. Safaree laid her back down on the table and kissed her lips one final time. He backed up to the wall and slid down to the floor just staring at her lifeless body. Tears uncontrollably fell from his eyes still, it was to the point he couldn't see through them. He leaned his head back and closed his eyes.

"Safaree...Safaree." His mother nudged him. "Safaree." she popped him on the arm. He jolted up from the rocking chair he was sleeping in to his feet. "Boy what's wrong with you?"

"Nicki, where is she? I have to check on her."

"Nicki is fine now. You've been sleep for about two hours, they figured out that once they stopped the bleeding she had a blood clot travel through to her lung. They did emergency surgery and removed it."

"Thank God. I need to go talk to her."

"Wait Safaree, there's one more thing."

"Please don't tell me she died, I can't handle that." he said.

"What? No, stop being dramatic. She is in a coma, and they are not sure for how long. They don't know How she slipped but she did. She is on a breathing machine now, I wanted to let you know before you walked in there. Go ahead and go see her now, they say she can hear us so don't go in there and freak her out."

"Yes ma'am."

"Now I'm about to go on home and get some rest. I'll come by tomorrow." She left out towards the elevators and he went the opposite towards Nickis room. Safaree took a deep breath and prepared himself before he walked through her door.

He went in and walked to the side of her bed and looked at her. She looked like regular Nicki to him, "thank God." he said to him self. She looked like she was getting some rest, rest that she deserved. He just hated that she had to get it under these circumstances.

"Nicki if you can hear me know that I love you okay. Come back to us, we need you." he didn't want to say to much, so he just sat by her bed holding her hand in his.


*Well now you know she is kinda okay, do I get credit for that? 0__0 So tell me your reactions to the beginning scene? I think I forgot to put Italics so you guys would know it was a dream....My bad! I seriously don't know when the next chapter will be up, so don't hound me. It will be up when it's freaking UP! Smooches*