Half Crazy...

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Nicki twirled around in the mirror looking at herself in her dress. She was hating this bump, it got in the way.  She was frustrated.

"You look fine Nicki." Lauren said.

"No, these kids are ruining my figure already." Nicki said frustrated.

"Your fine. You really look like a little Barbie doll. Especially with your heels."

"Bet five I don't make it downstairs when Safaree see me." they broke out in laughter.

"I know he ain't letting you wear them so I don't even know why you trying." Lauren said.

"I at LEAST want him to see the total package for a second then if he makes me take them off I will." Nicki said sitting down at her vanity and placing a clear coat of lip gloss over her lip stick.

"Nicki can I have these?" Candi said walking out her closet with  a pair of sparkly shoes. Nicki looked at her through her mirror then looked at the pile of clothes on the bed.

"Sure why not you took everything else." she said sarcastically. Nicki honestly didn't mind. Candi placed the shoes on the floor in front of all the clothes she was stealing. Nicki stood up and walked to the center of the room. "So how do I look ladies?" Nicki asked standing with her arms to the side. Both girls tilted their heads to the side and made it look like they were really thinking hard about the question. Nicki rolled her eyes. In unison they said.

"You look alright." they all busted out laughing.

"I can never get you two to be serious you freaking lunatics." While they were talking Safaree entered the house using his key. He announced himself but they were too busy talking and laughing to hear him. He walked up the stairs and stood at the door and listened.

"Safaree is going to eat you up tonight, your so cute." Candi said smiling.

"Let's hope so. I really want us to work you guys. Hes so loving and giving, then I had to go and mess everything up with my insecurities and fear." Nicki said. Safaree cleared his throat. All of them stopped talking. Lauren and Candi looked at the door. Nicki was still facing them. She slowly turned to look at him and smiled.

"Hello ladies." he greeted them.

"Hey." Lauren and Candi said in unison.

"Hello sir." Nicki said.

"My my don't you look gorgeous in your red." he said looking at her. He started from her hair which was curly with a red bow on the side. Her dress which was knee length. Her skin was still as glowy as ever. When he got to her shoes he frowned then looked back up at her. "Nicki take them off."

"But why?" she whined. "They looked so cute with the dress." she said modeling her feet for him.

"They are very cute for someone who is not four months pregnant with MY children. Take them off." he said.

"Fine."She kicked them off and put on her gold flats by Christian Louboutin .

"Much better. You ready to go?" She walked up to him and tied his untied bow tie. when she was done she looked up at him and smiled. "Now I am." he leaned down and pecked her on her lips.

"Let's go then."

"Let me grab my purse." She walked back to the bed where Candi and Lauren had big goofy grins on there faces. "Are you two hookers gonna be here when I get back?" She asked grabbing her purse.

"No we will not. I'm gonna raid your fridge then we are off. We have lives outside of YOU you know." Candi said.

"Well lock up before yall leave. See you later. Call me if you need anything." Nicki said walking out of the room with Safaree behind her.

@ Dinner

"I'm glad you accepted my invitation." Safaree said. Looking across the table for two at Belvedere. They were sitting off in a corner so they wouldn't be bothered.

"Of course I accepted. The kid never turns down a free meal." She laughed. "I'm joking. But I love doing stuff when it's just us two. You make everything for me, I like that about you." she said. Sb nodded his head smiling.

"So have you two decided on what you would like to eat?" their waiter asked walking up to the table.

"Um I would like the biggest T-bone steak you have with green beans, loaded mashed potatoes, baked beans, and sweet potatoes." Nicki said handing him her menu. "Oh and can i have another Shirley Temple please?" the waiter nodded his head and looked at Safaree who was looking at Nicki. He was in disbelief that she just ordered all that. She never eats like that, well at least not in public.

"And you sir?" the waiter said breaking SB from his trance.

"I'll just have the chicken parmesan." Safaree said. The waiter took his menu and walked away. Nicki was staring at him.

"You must think I'm a real fatty huh?" she said looking down at her napkin.

"No I don't think that at all. Your eating for four." he said trying to make her feel better. "My kids need to eat good. I want healthy babies." he took her hand and kissed it.

"Thanks Faree." she said feeling a little better about her order. She intertwined their fingers. "You always know how to make things better. Even if at times your the cause of what goes wrong." They both laughed. "You've always been like that. Always there to pick things up when it all comes falling apart for me. You've never changed." She said staring at him.

"Don't get all sentimental on me Nicki." SB said.

"I know I know you too macho to share your feelings." she said.

"Have I told you how happy I am that you are giving me my children. Their going to be beautiful just like their mother." Nicki blushed.

"Now whos getting all mushy?" Nicki said giggleing.

"I know right. These kids already changing a coon." Safaree said.

"I'm glad. I like sweet Safaree better than Ignorant Safaree." she said.

"Well if you like sweet Safaree then tonight that's who you are going to get." Safaree said to her. Thw waiter walked back over with Nickis drink.

"Your food should be out momentarily." They nodded and said okay but never looked his way. There was a lot of staring and smiling at each other while they waited for their food. But when the food arrived the only thing NIcki was focused on was her plate. Safaree tried to get a conversation started but Nickis mouth was always full and he could never understand what she was saying. He thought it was cute though. He wanted a picture but knew she would go off on him. When she was done her plate was clean.

"That was good." NIcki said wiping her mouth.

"I see Nic. You finished it all. I had already put in a request for dessert but you can just take it home." he said.

"No I can eat it." she said.

"I have never seen you eat like this. And I'm not judging you but you put it away." he said.

"I know but it's like if i want it i have to have it now." she said. She felt kind of bad for eating it all in one sitting. Safaree scooted his chair next to her; put his arm around her shoulders and rubbed her belly.

"Don't feel bad Nicki it's expected." He kissed her cheek and she looked at him. "God your beautiful." he said looking at her face. Her cheeks were now starting to get chuncky.

"Thank you. Your not to bad yourself." she said looking down. She picked up his hand and held it.

"So how have you been Nicki? I feel like i've been out of the loop on some stuff in your life." Safaree said.

"I've been great. I miss you being in the house with me. It feels so empty without you. It's hard for me to sleep knowing your not just right down the hall any more." She confessed.

"Oh you will be okay. Your a tough girl. But I do miss being there with you." he said.

"Then come home Safaree." She said leaning against his chest. Latley it seemed that she always felt the need to be touching him.

"we'll see Nicki." was all he could give her. He wanted to be with her but he couldn't fully commit to her again just yet. He was still unsure.

"Okay Safaree. I won't pressure you. Just know your welcome whenever." Nicki said. He kissed her on the top of her head. The waiter brought out this big red velvet cupcake with pink icing on top. Nicki sat up straight with big eyes. "Oooooo. It's pretty. And big. Pauz" she said.

"Yeah I thought you might like it." they picked up their forks and ate and talked until they couldn't eat any more. It was still a good 3/4ths left of the cup cake. They had it put in a container to take home with them. Nicki went to the bathroom before they left the restaurant because one of the babies just refuse to move off her bladder. She counldn't count the number of times she had went to the bathroom in a day. When she came out Safaree excorted her to his car and held the door up for her. She hated riding in his car becuase it was so low and when she tried to get out it took forever. And Safaree always laughed at her. Once they took off there was silence for almost the whole trip back to Nickis house except for some small talk about the names the Barbz were coming up with for the kids. They held hands the entire ride. Once they pulled up Safaree helped Nicki out the car but they didn't go in. Nicki leaned against the car. Safaree stood to where there was a gap in between them.

"I had a really good time tonight Safaree." Nicki said smiling.

"I'm glad to hear that." he said moving a curl out of her face.

"we should do it again soon."Nicki said.

"Yes we should." he said. Nicki stepped up to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his face to hers.

"Can I kiss you?" She asked. He licked his lips.

"Sure. Go ahead." he said. She pulled him in and kissed him passionately. Their tongues intertwined with each others. They stumbled backwards and Nicki was pressed between the car and Safaree but the kiss never broke. They were kissing like they were teenagers getting ready for their first time. With Nicki being pregnant her senses were heightned. She was hyper sensetive to his touch. Her center was wet and craving what Safaree had to offer between his legs. She was moaning against his mouth. She broke the kiss and began pulling Safaree towards the front door. Safaree stopped her.

"Nicki we can't do this." he said.

" Wait, What? Why not? Safaree don't play with me right now." Nicki said grabbing at his shirt. He blocked her hand.

"It just don't feel right. You be pregnant and me just being IN you like that." Safaree said.

"Are you kidding me?" Nicki said puting her hand to her head. She was sexually frustrated. "Safaree it will be okay babe."

"No. I won't do it Nicki." he said adjusting himself in his pants. Nicki was looking away pissed. "I'll come check on you tomorrow." he said. Nickis attitude changed quickly.

"No wait don't leave me. Can you at least stay the night with me?" Nicki asked.

"Are you going to try and molest me in my sleep?" he asked. She rolled her eyes.

"Fine I won't feel you up just don't leave." Nicki said. He grabbed her hand and walked with her up to the door. He used his key and opened the door for her. She walked in and put her purse on the table in the living room. She walked up stairs and into her room. She pulled out her Pajamas then looked around in her drawers to find Safaree some boxers and shorts she knew she had. He came into the room after putting his food and dessert in the fridge. "Here you go." she handed him his things.

"Thanks." Safaree untied his bowtie and unbuttoned his shirt. Nicki looked over at him and bit her bottom lip. She wanted him bad.

"I'm going to hop in the shower. You want to join me?" She asked in a suductive voice. This made Safaree get hard all over again. He looked over to her.

"Nicki stop. Go shower butterball." He said laughing. She turned around dragging her feet all the way to the bathroom mumbling obsenities under her breath. "I hear you." he said.

"Good, then you should know how I feel right now." She said shutting the door. He just shook his head and turned on the television. He really wanted to be intimate with Nicki again but the thought was weird now that she was pregnant. He sat back and watched a couple of episodes of Family Guy. He got up after a second episode came on and went into his old room to take his shower. Nicki came out the bathroom 30 minutes later. She was just in her towel and her curls had fallen a little. She sat on the bed with her back towards him. Safaree had gotten out the shower 10 minutes ago. He never understood how he always beat her out of the shower when she went in first. And he thought his showers were to long. She smelled of baby oil. He thought to himself she took that damn Million Dollar shower. Where she puts the baby oil on in the shower or whatever she does. He couldn't think straight thinking about how her skin felt after she took one of those. He wanted to touch her so bad but knew what it would lead too. He got up and went into her bathroom to wash his mouth out, he could still taste his food from earlier. When he came back out Nicki was sliding her shirt on and he caught a glimpse of her backside that he loved so much. She turned her head and caught him staring and smirked at him. "You like what you see?" she said.

"Very much." he walked up and tapped her on the ass and walked around to the other side of the bed.

"Why you always playing." She was ready to get it poppin. They pulled back the covers and through the extra pillows on the floor and climbed in bed. Nicki laid on her side and looked at Safaree he placed his hand on her belly and rubbed it. "Why do you always do that?" she asked.

"Do what?"

"Rub my stomach. You make me feel like a dog." she said. He looked at her and laughed.

"Your a cute one." he said leaning over and kissing her nose. She pushed him away laughing. "I really don't know though. It makes me feel like I'm close to them." Safaree explained.

"Aww ain't you cute."

"Be quiet butterball." he said rubbing his hand in her hair and messing it up.

"Stop it you jerk." Nicki yelled.

"Don't we find out what the sexes are on the next doctors appointment?"

"Yes we do sir." Nicki said turning over on her sleep side. Safaree noticed this so he turned off his lamp and snuggled up behind her. They talked till Nicki fell asleep then Safaree found something on T.V. to watch. About 30 minutes later Nicki rolled over and threw her arm around his waist and nestled herself closer to him. He picked up his phone and took a picture of her as she slept. He returned the phone back to his night stand and then he to turned in for the night.

The next morning Safaree woke up and Nicki was now back on her side of the bed. He eased out of the bed trying not to wake her. He looked over at the clock and it read 8:17 a.m. He turned to the chase and put back on his clothes from the night before. He went to the bathroom and relieved himself. When he was done in the restroom he  came back out to see Nicki not in the bed anymore. He heard a toilet flush down the hall and then Nicki walked back in the room.

"You leaving me?" she asked walking past him into the bathroom to brush her teeth.

"Yeah I got somethings to do today. Do you need me to bring you anything later?"  She shook her head no and continued to brush her teeth.

"Do you want me to come back by here period?" she spit into the sink.

"Not if you don't want to or can't make it back." She said then began rinsing her mouth out.

"Okay then. Walk me out." he said. She shook her head yes but put up her finger to let him know she needed a second. She swished the mouth wash around  a couple more times then spit and wiped her mouth.

"Okay." she took his hand and they walked downstairs to the front door. He opened it and turned to speak to her.

"I had a really good time last night with you." Safaree said.

"As did I with you." She said leaning against the frame. "Can I have a kiss before you leave?" she asked.

"Sure, go for it." he said smiling. She stood on her the tip of her toes and brought his head to meet her half way. She kissed him lightly but still slipped a little tongue action in there. She pulled away.

"See you later Safaree." she said.

"I'll be back soon I promise." he said walking away. She closed the door when he drove off.

A DAY LATER

Nicki woke up at about 6a.m. and couldn't fall back to sleep. She had Safaree on her mind. She missed him bad. He never came back over yesterday. She wanted to see him like now. She got up and put some clothes in a bag. She slipped on her grey house dress and her pink slide in Uggs. She hopped into her car and made the 30 minute drive to Safarees apartment.

When Nicki got there she made her way up the elevator to his floor. Nicki inserted her key onto the lock and opened the door and walked in. She closed and locked the door behind her. It was still dark outside and even darker in the house. She felt her way through the apartment and found Safarees door. She opened it and turned on his lamp he didn't move. She stood there staring at his face and upper torso she smiled. Nicki ran her finger up and down his chest. She missed being able to sleep on him at night. Her thoughts were interrupted by a voice.

"How the hell did you get in here?" Melanie asked exiting the bathroom. Nicki turned around and looked at her. She mean mugged her hard.

"Why you all in mine?" Nicki asked back.

"Answer the question how did you get in here?"

" And AGAIN I asked why you all in mine?" Nicki said raising her voice. Safarees eyes popped open at the sound of her voice. The two women started to go back and forth with each other. Safaree hopped out of his bed and in between the two of them in only his polo boxers.

"Wait wait wait WAIT." he yelled. rubbing his eyes trying to become fully alert. "What the hell is going on here?" he asked.

"I want to know how the hell she got in this apartment if you didn't let her in Safaree." Melanie yelled.

"She has a key. And why are you yelling?" Safaree replied. Nicki crossed her arms and looked at Melanie like "Now what Bitch!".

"Why does she have a key to your apartment?" Melanie asked.

"The better question should be why don't YOU have one?" Nicki said smirking.

"Nicki please. Just stop." Safaree said. "She has a key to my apartment because she is my best friend."

"You don't have to explain shit to her, yall are JUST friends right. Isn't that what you told me Safaree?" Nicki asked coolly.

"Oh yea just friends huh. Well last time I checked when your "Just friends" she made air quotes. "you dont fuck each other the way me and Safaree have." Melanie said. She crossed her arms. Now it was her turn to stand back and watch Nickis reaction. If looks could kill Melanie would be a dead bitch, Safaree felt like strangling her. Nicki turned her head slowly towards Safaree with her smirk fading slowly.

"Is it true Safaree? You fucking her now? You didn't tell me that best friend. We keeping secrets now? Tell me the truth Safaree." Nicki asked.

"Nicki--"

"All I want to hear from you Safaree is "Yes Nicki its true. or "No Nicki shes a Lying ass bitch." Nicki said.

"Just tell her Safaree." Melanie said grabbing SB arm, He snatched away from her.

"BITCH NOBODY HIT YOUR BUZZER. Just stand there. Safaree answer the question." she said never taking her eyes off Safaree.

"Yes Nicki it's true but it was months ago."

"Wow Safaree." Nicki said stepping backwards with tears in her eyes.

"Nicki wait don't go. Let's talk about this." Safaree said pleading.

"So what we did the other day wasn't shit Safaree?" Melanie asked. Safaree had had enough of her.

"What you do with your mouth is up too you." He said. Nickis eyes grew bigger.

"So you lied SB."

"No."

"You did. You said it had been over two months and now this bitch talking bout the OTHER day.  YOUR JUST A FUCKING LIAR." She yelled.

"Nicki it was just oral." he said as if it was suppose to make it better.


"ORAL SEX IS SEX YOU FUCKING IDIOT. YOU REALLY HAD ME THINKING YOU WANTED TO WORK ON US. I CAN'T BELIEVE I KEEP FALLING FOR YOUR BULLSHIT." she screamed at him. She grabbed her stomach.

"Nicki I'm sorry." he said trying to grab her arm.



"DON'T touch me." she said. He backed off. "The sex must have been good huh?" Nicki asked. "Then again must not have been because you always tell me about the bitches pussy thats good." Nicki said giggling.

"Naw bitch your sex game ain't shit." Melanie said. Nicki looked down at her stomach.

"Bitch I got proof my sex game is all that then some three times over." Nicki said rubbing her belly.

"Both of you just stop. Nicki i'm sorry I slept with her okay just don't leave like this." Safaree said.

"No Safaree I am going to leave. The only thing you are sorry about is the fact that i found out about you and this skank." Nicki said getting even more pissed by the second. She started to feel really hot and closed in. She felt around her neck and ran her fingers across the chain. She ripped off her chain he gave her. "Here take it back." she held it out for him.

"No it's yours I don't want it back." he said.

"TAKE IT Safaree. It don't mean shit." she said shaking her hand for him to take it.

"No." she let it drop to the floor.

"I have to get out of here. I can't take this. I need to be by myself." she said turning around to leave.

"I don't want you driving like this Nicki. I'll take you home." he said.

"Fuck you Safaree. Don't worry about me. You've been doing you for this long so continue." she spat the words at him still clenching her belly.

"What do you mean don't worry. Your my best friend and carrying my children, its my job to worry." Safaree said.

"We good over here with out your lying ass." She turned around and took off running towards the door crying trying to get as far away from them as possible. Her shoe came off and she stumbled she caught herself by falling to her knees. Safaree rushed to her side and helped her up he pulled her into a hug.

"Be careful Nicki." Safaree said scared that she had hurt herself.

"I SAID DON'T TOUCH ME!" She slapped him several times while still crying but he never let her go. She eventually gave up fighting him because she had no more energy. "I just wanna go home Safaree let me go." Nicki said.

"I'm not letting you drive yourself like this Nicki." SB said.

"She's a big girl Safaree let her go." Melanie said standing back and watching the whole scene. Nicki looked over to her and tried to get to her.

"Bitch don't ever address me. Let me go Safaree I will beat her ass pregnant and all." She tried getting out of his grasp but he wouldn't let go. He wrapped his arms around her top half and carried her to the couch and sat her down.

"Calm down." he said.

"Fuck you." she yelled back pointing her finger at his face, trying to get up but he pushed her back down on the couch with a small nudge.

"I'm not letting you fight her and you are not leaving this upset. So either you let me take you home or you call someone and have them pick you up." he said. She knew he was serious.

"Well let me go get my purse out of your room." she said. Melanie was still standing in the hall way.

"I'll go get it, stay here and calm youself." Safaree said. Nicki flipped him off. He walked off to his room to grab her purse. When he got in there he saw her purse on his bed. He grabbed it then noticed it was unusally cold he looked down and noticed he was still in just his boxers. He grabbed his sweats of the chair and put them on. When he got back to the living room Melanie was sitting in a chair across from Nicki staring at her. Nicki was staring back at her shaking her leg.

"Just wait till I drop this load your ass is mine trick." Nicki said rolling her eyes and looking SBs way.

"Yeah we'll see about that bitch." Melanie said. Nicki reached for her purse and SB snatched it out of her reach.

"Nicki just talk to me please." Sb asked.

"Why so you can lie to me some more. I don't think so Safaree just let me go." she said fighting back more tears.

"Why are you so mad? You act like we were together at the time." he said.

"What do you mean we weren't together. In Jamaica we were together. We had just broken up. So you telling me you got over me that fast? You went and found a rebound?" Nicki looked over to Melanie. "Yes BITCH you were a REBOUND.

"Who you callin a rebound?" Melanie asked her.

"Oh so you don't like that term. Let's see here a sideline hoe, a jump off, a chicken head, a groupie, a runner, a fuck buddy, basically you a non- muthafuckin factor bitch." Nicki said.

"You don't talk to me like that. Safaree how you just gonna let her say that shit?" Safaree started to say something but nicki interrupted.

"He know it's true that's why. Bitch you sucked his dick and he did nothing in return. If that ain't some hoe shit." Safaree chuckled at her remark. Both Melanie and Nicki looked his way. "Nigga what the fuck you laughing at you just as dirty as the bitch you let wrap her crusty lips around your dick." Nicki told him. And--" She stopped and looked over at Melanie who was looking at Safaree still. "I'm not about to give her a show. Just let me call someone so I can get out of here." Nicki said. Safaree looked over at Melanie.

"Melanie just go please." Safaree said.

"Why I gotta go?" Melanie said looking at him with a screwed up face.

"Because he said so, now STEP!" Nicki said putting a emphasis on step and cocking her arm back while pointing to the door.

"Nicki I didn't ask you for your help just chill." Safaree said. He was not about to be out talked in his apartment.

"Well handel your groupie." Nicki said poking him in his arm.

"Melanie you've made a mess of things already just leave i'll call you later. She needs to calm down for the babies and you being here is not making anything better." SB said.

"FINE. For the babies I'll leave." Melanie said getting up to go back to his room to get her stuff.

"Don't do me and mines no favors." Nicki said holding her stomach.

"NICKI!" SB said raised his voice. She rolled her eyes at him. They waited for Melanie to collect her things. She then gave Safaree a hug. He gave her a half-hearted hug back.

"Oh that's real cute. Yeah hug yo man." Nicki said smiling sarcasticlly at Melanie. Melanie rolled her eyes then left.

"So are you going to stay and talk to me Nicki?" Sb asked.

"Nope! As soon as you stop fucking around and give me my purse im calling Terrence to pick me up." she said sitting on the couch with her arms and legs crossed. She was bouncing her foot up and down staring straight ahead not looking at Safaree.

"Well then you will hear me out first."

"Safaree I just want to go. I don't want to see your face. I don't want you around me right now. I don't want to hear your voice." Nicki said in a calm voice but you could tell she was sad.

"I don't want it to be like that. Just talk to me Nic." He said crouching down in front of her. She still didn't look at him. She was mubling things to herself.

"He betta go call that girl back if he wanna talk."

"Nicki stop being like this." he said.

"If he think anybody in this room besides him cares about what he thinks or wants he is sadly mistaken."

"You know I can hear you right?" he asked her. She was quiet. "You know nothing is ever going to get solved with you giving me the silent treatment." she looked down at her dress and smoothed it out then she stood up. "Where are you going?"

"I'm leaving here and going home." she said.

"I have your keys Nicki so you can't drive."

"Nigga I got two feet I will walk home."

"You can't walk all the way back to your house Nicki. Its a 30 minute drive so  with you walking on top of you beinng four months pregnant it will take you at least four hours to get there and lets not forget you have to get on the highway." He said to her.

"Fuck it i'll figure out a way. I just can't be here around you and your lying ass." she went to open the door and he put his hand on it so it wouldn't open. She put her head aginst the door and began to cry. "Why Safaree? Why would you do this to us?" She looked up at him side ways. The sun was coming through the blinds now and hitting Nickis face. The morning glow on her face made her even more beautiful to him. He ran his finger across her cheek and stopped a tear.

"I'm a stupid jerk that's why. Just don't cry Nicki please. I was hurt. I was mad at you and questioning what was wrong with me. Why you didn't you want to love me. Then I run into this girl who couldn't get enough of me. Who was looking at me like i was everthing she wanted in a man. She caught me at a vunerable time." He explained to her. Nicki just looked at him. She sniffled and stood upright.

"Well I hope she makes you happy." Nicki said snatching her purse out of his hand. "You don't have to worry about me driving home. I'll be okay now. I get it now, we are just not meant for each other. Don't forget we have a doctors appointment on the 17. Until then don't try to contact me." Safaree opened his mouth to say something but she raised her hand to cut him off and shook her head no. "Just let go of the door Safaree." he did what she asked. She opened the door and rushed out to the elevator. This seemed like deja vu to him. It was Jamaica all over again. He watched her until she got on the elevator and the doors closed. When they did she broke down crying. She didn't understand why Love just never found her and worked. It always left her heartbroken and alone. Once she reached the bottom floor she walked out to her car hopped in and sped off towards her house.


"Hello." Candi said.

"Hello Candi, it's me Nicki." Candi sat up in her bed hearing Nickis sobs.

"Hold on." Candi clicked over and called Lauren. "Okay Nicki Laurens on here too."

"He fucked her." she managed to get out.

"Who fucked who hunnie?" Lauren asked.

"Safaree fucked Melanie."

"Wait. When?" Candi asked.

"When they were in Jamaica. And apparently he let her give him head the other day." Nicki said.

"Do you want us to come over?" Candi asked.

"No I just want to be by myself. I'm almost home. I'll call you guys later on." Nicki abruptly hung up the phone. When she got home she got in her bed and cried more. About 20 minutes later she heard the front door open. She figured it was Lauren and Candi.

"Are you okay?" She heard a deep voice ask. She looked up and saw Safaree standing at the foot of her bed.

"What the hell are you doing here? Leave me alone." she said getting out the bed. "Leave Safaree." she said pushing him. "LEAVE."

"No. I'm not giving up this time. You can't just walk out on problems no more with me. We are going to sit here and talk." Safaree said. Nicki was now punching him in his arm and screaming leave.

"NO! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY." She screamed.

"Stop yelling. You know your stomach is gonna start getting tight so stop. And stop hitting me." he said grabbing her arms.

"NO! LET ME GO. YOU JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE NIGGAS. ONLY LOOKING FOR A QUICK FUCK." she got one of her arms free and slapped him hard. He let go of her other one and looked at her.

"Are you fucking crazy Nicki? I suggest you stop hitting me." Safaree said raising his voice..

"Or what huh? You gonna hit me?" she said slapping him again. "I don't want you here so just leave Safaree." she said starting to cry again she backed up into a wall and slid down to the floor. "Why? Why her? Why?" Safaree hated seeing her this way. He went and sat next to her. She surprisingly let him pull her to him and he just sat there holding her while she cried.

"Nicki don't cry babe. It will never happen again I swear to you." Safaree said.

"Don't lie to me."she said.

"I'm not lying. I love you Nicki and I can't keep seeing you like this. I don't want to be the cause of you hurting anymore." Safaree said. They sat that way for a couple of hours. Only moving when Nicki got up to go pee. Once she was done she walked out of the bathroom and downstairs to the kitchen. Safaree followed behind her. She made her a sandwich and sat at the table. Safaree sat across from her. She just stared at him through red puffy eyes while she ate. He felt like a kid awaiting a punishment.

"It will never happen again?" Nicki said.

"Never." he said back to her.

"I want her gone Safaree." she said. He just nodded his head. "And I'm not playing nor are you completely forgiven." With that she went back upstairs. Safaree heard her slam the door. He sat in the kitchen with only his thoughts.

*Whew! this took sometime. This chapter drained me with all the arguing but she had to eventually find out. COMMENT! Yall havent and ima stop posting until i get at least 10 comments on this chapter!! I know more then the people commenting read! Hope yo uliked. Thanks to Trebble for helping me with this chapter!!! Muah DON'T FORGET DO NOT TALK ABOUT THE CHAPTERS ON THE TL. DM'S PLEASE!*


VISUALS
Nickis Outfit:
Her Dress!


The Shoes Nicki wanted to wear!




Her gold flats!

What she wore over to Safarees Apt.

 


Safarees Outfit:
What he wore to Dinner.
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What he was in at the Apt.

 

AUDIO

Musiq Soulchild- Half crazy