Appreciation....

Sorry its been so long but i had to get my school stuff straight first. But Everything is good now so once i get a little deeper into the school year (Couple weeks) I should be able to give you guys a solid schedule for when I will post. That is subject to change at anytime if my work load gets to hectic. I will try to keep this story going for as long as I can because I enjoy writing it just as much as you like reading it! IDK what is happening with the formatting so I apologize in advance if somethings look crazy. With that said I hope you enjoy the chapter! 

Nicki walks into SBs room and slides under the covers with him. She stares at his face very intently. The sunlight hit his face just right."God he is gorgeous." Nicki thought to herself.She laid there and wondered why this beautiful loving man wanted her."I'm so freakin moody.Why would he choose to put up with that, when he doesn't have too? I know I'm pretty but there are girls way more gorgeous than me. Some have actually approached him and wanted relationships and he turned them all down." Nicki was really racking her brain over this. "I treat him so bad at times, really bad. I can't see why he would stick around. It's been a couple of times where I thought i may never lay eyes on him again because of something I overreacted about."

Safaree felt a presence in his room. By the slight shift Nicki made he knew it was her. she wasn't saying anything. He opened his lids a little and saw Nicki staring off. She was furrowing her brows and biting the corner of her bottom lip. She had that habit bad when she was in deep thought.He reached over and pulled
her lip from her teeth. Nicki jumped, she didn't know he had awaken.

"Morning Babe. Did I wake you?"

"No You didn't wake me sweetheart.What where you thinking about?" Safaree stretched.

"You." Nicki said.

"Then it must have been good thoughts." Safaree said smiling and pulling Nicki into his arms. She smiled too. "What were your thoughts?" Safaree asked. Nicki didn't want him to to think she was insecure but she did want to know why he stuck by her all these years.

"I was trying to figure out why you love me. And why you have stayed around all these years. They way I treat you at times, I would have left years ago." Nicki said.

"Oh." He said.

"Oh? That's all your going to say?" Nicki asked looking up at him.

"Well Nic." Safaree said intertwining their fingers. "You basically answered your own question yourself. I stick around because of the simple fact that I Love you. I love everything about you. Your Beautiful smile." He ran his hand over her lips. "Those sea sized dimples you have." He stuck his finger inside her left dimple. "Your big brown eyes that always seem to get lost in when they meet mine. Your personality is beyond amazing. Yeah you can get moody as hell but I've learned how to handle you. I love that you love your family ass well as mine. You would do anything for both. The fact that you are not a selfish person I love." He ran his hand down her thigh. "I love and appreciate your bangin ass body." They both laughed. He locked hands with her again. "All jokes aside. I love you for being you. I'm so happy you gave us a chance." Nickis  cheeks were stained with tears. She began crying half way through his speech. No one had ever said ever said those type of things to her before and she actually believed them. She sniffled, Safaree looked down and hugged her tighter. "See this is why I don't get all sentimental with you. I hate seeing you cry babe."

"It's just I didn't know you felt all of that for me. Thank you Safaree for staying by my side through all the bullshit. Thank you For listening to every rant I've went on. For the hours spent in dressing rooms giving your opinion on outfits that I know you could care less about. Thank you for the shoulder you give me to cry on
when people screw me over and i wouldn't listen to you. Thanks for not saying I told you so. Thank you for being the friend I need and not the friend I want at times." Safaree Let her get all of her thoughts and tears out. He just held her and listened. She cried herself back to sleep 10 mins later.

Safaree let her sleep for about an hour and a half. They were suppose to go to the gym. He knew she was going to yell at him for waking her up for it since she really didn't want to go in the first place. But she made the appointment so she was going. SB walked over to his bed and gently shook her. Nicki didn't even break the pattern of her snoring.

"Nicki wake up. We have some place to be." Nicki didn't budge. He shook her again and pulled the covers from her body. He stared at her. Nicki had her leg hiked up and Safaree could see her orange thong. He licked hi lips. "Well since she doesn't want to get up when I try to be nice." Safaree promptly walked over and popped her on her ass. Just hard enough to make it sting. Nickis head popped up off the pillow and she looked in both directions semi yelling "Huh? What?" she was confused. She was getting that good sleep.

"Get up we got somewhere to be." Safaree said walking away.

"And you couldn't just nudge me a litle you fuckin buffoon?" Nicki said stretching and rubbing her ass.

"I tried that. It was a no go, so I did what I had to do." SB said rounding the corner to go downstairs. Nicki hopped out the bed and ran behind him and jumped on his back. She had hops for a shorty. She cleared his butt by some inches and securley wrapped her legs around his stomach.

"Ugh you get on my nerves little boy." She said biteing his neck. Not hard as to take a chunk out but just enough to make him curse.

"Shit Nicki." Safaree said wanting to grab his neck but couldn't because he was holding Nicki up.

"Aw I'm sorry Faree. I'll make it better." Nicki kissed the spot she bit. She wanted to do so much more but she didn't want to keep leading him on and playing with his

emotions. it wasn't fair to him. She knew she was ready but she wanted it to be speacial when they shared each others bodies again. She sniffed the air when they got to the bottom of the stairs. "Are you cooking breakfast babe?"

"Yes." He said putting her down and rubbing his neck. He went over to the mirror and looked at it. "Nicki look what you did." He had a purple mark on his neck.

"I said i was sorry babe." She really wasnt concered with his neck any more she smelled the food and her stomach was talking to her. He made her a Big Blueberry muffin and a fruit bowl. Nicki looked up at him.

"What?" SB asked.

"What the hell is this dude? Where is the bacon, pancakes, the Cream of wheat Man?" Safaree laughed. She was so serious.

"We are about to go workout girl. you can't handel all that food when your about to work out."

"What do you mean? We both know my workout is not that rigorous." Nicki said breaking off a peice of the muffin and putting it in her mouth.

"It will be today." What Nicki didn't do was pay attention to what package she signed them up for. She had gotten the personal trainer and not only that she had gotten one of the best in the business. Tony Martinez trainer to the stars. He was responsible for Ms. Jackson if ya Nastys Abs. Safaree knew this because he did his research. Nicki was in for a rude awakening.

"Nicki."

"Hmm." Nicki answered while devouring her muffin at the counter.

"I have a suprise for you." Nickis eyes grew big.

"Wha is it?" She asked with her mouth full. Safaree ran upstaires and back down in no time.

"Close you eyes." SB ordered walking back into the kitchen. Nicki did wat she was told. He walked over and put an envelope in her hands. "Open your eyes." Nicki opened her eyes and looked down. She opened it and looked over it's content. There was a brochure for a resort in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Behind that was two plane tickets.

"What's this?" Nicki said looking up at Safareee, he was smiling big.

"Well babe you have been working so hard for the longest. The tour is finally over and you have nothing else planned really for awhile.So I wanted to take you on vacation." Nicki stared off. "Well say something."

"I don't know what to say Safaree."

"Say you will come with me." he said grabbing her hands.

"Safaree I can't." Nicki said watching SBs face drop.

"Why Not?"

"Safaree you know im a homebody. I like being at home."

"Really Onika. You would rather stay at home then go enjoy a nice vacation with your man?" Safaree said getting upset.

"Safaree you know how I am." Nicki said not making eye contact.

"Yes I know how you are. And I know If someone doesn't tell you to slow down you will run yourself until you drop. Do you not remember the show where you damn near passed out after coming off the stage?" NIcki remained quiet. "You can afford to take two weeks off and relax."

"Safaree there is so much I could be doing. Like Working on the Second album in thoes two weeks." Nicki said.

"The studio will still be hear when you get back. Nicki you are going taking this vacation." SB stated.

"Safaree I'm not going anywhere." Nicki said trying to go around him. "who does he think he is?" She thought. SB put his hand out and moved her back in front of him.

"Onika Tanya Maraj you are going and you will enjoy it." Safaree said through gritted teeth. Nicki was about to protest when she looked up and seen his face. it was an

expression she had never seen on him and she didn't want to see it ever again. It sent a chill down her spine and not the good kind. She looked away.

"Fine Safaree I'll go on the damn trip. They stood there looking. "Can I go now? or do you want to decide everywhere I go now? She said rolling her eyes and looking up at him. He smirked.

"Naw you can go. I got what I wanted, For now." He moved his arm and she walked away cussing him out under her breath. He walked over to where she was standing.

"Do you still want this muffin?" he yelled. He heard her footsteps come to a halt. There was a silence like she was debating coming back or not. He heard her footsteps again headed his way. He picked up the muffin and held his hand out. She walked back in and snatched the muffin from his hands. He grabbed her wrist. "I want a kiss." She looked at him like he was crazy.

"No." She said stubbornly. He picked her up and put her on the counter. "Safaree let me go."

"Stop being mean to me and give me a kiss." He said putting his face in her neck. He began kissing on her neck.

"Safaree No not there." Nicki said trying to push him away but lost the fight. He had made his way to her spot and he was not letting up. "Shit." She bit her lip. He moved his way around to her face and hovered over her lips."Can I have my kiss?" He asked a now panting Nicki. She pulled his head toward her and their lips met. She hungrily took his bottom lip into her mouth and sucked on it. Their tongues were dancing around each others. Nicki began to pull at his shirt. "Wait Wait." SB said breaking the kiss.

"For what Safaree?" Nicki asked in between placing kisses on his neck.

"We have to be at the gym in a hour. And ima need more time than that to do this activity." Nicki abruptly stopped.

"Damn it Safaree." Nicki pushed him and he stumbled backwards a little. "Why would you even start all this then?" Nicki jumped down and walked back to her room pissed.

Sfaree hung his head.

"Sorry guy." He said to his now very erect manhood.

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Nicki was laying on the floor breathing heavily. Safaree was now laying beside her.

"Oh my god Safaree It wasn't like that before. My legs are still shaking." Nicki said. "It was so intense. The first three times we didn't go as hard." She said putting her hand over her chest and sitting up.

"I know, towards the end there I didn't think I was going to be able to keep up with you." He said slapping her on her thigh. They were both drenched in sweat.

"Those lunges are what did it for me." After tony told them they were done for the day. They callapsed to the floor. This was there fourth session in four days. Nickis thigh muscles were tight. She had lost two pounds.

"Them thighs sho lookin good though." SB said.

"Shut up SB. Let's get out of here before he gets done talking and finds something else to do." They hopped up. "Um Tony were about to head out. Thanks for a great session." Nicki said.

"That's what your paying me for. And I will see you two in two weeks. Don't go eating everything you want now because you are on vacation Nicki." Tony said laughing. Nickis jaw dropped.

"Why you singling me out Tony the Tiger?" Yes she went there. He laughed.

"Get out of here before i put you back on the bike." NIcki took off towards the door. "Bye Safaree."

"See ya later Tony."

They went to the showers and freshened up. Afterwards they hopped in the truck and went home. Nicki had some last minute packing to do before they let in the morning. She couldn't front anymore she was excited to go on the trip. She had bought some cute bikini's for the beach. And she baought plenty of prophylatics for the trip. She smiled. Safaree looked at her Weird.

"What u smiling for dwarf?"

"Why wouldn't I be smiling. I have a great boyfriend that loves me. And we are headed to Jamaica. Life is good right now." Nicki said. They made light convo all the way home.

VISUALS

Tony Martinez on Janets Left

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